Friday, April 18, 2025

april 18

 Buyer’s Remorse


I’m so glad I had this dream of flying

glad I was able to live with that illusion

for a little while before remembering


I can’t help myself

I see that hot girl on the screen

and need to know

what’s that she’s putting

into her mouth


Getting older means

you run the risk

of shitting yourself a little

when you sneeze


Do I undermine the horror

if I follow with a reminder

that we are still sending weapons to a country

founded for victims of genocide

so they can in turn commit genocide


All this time I’ve been mistaking

the second hand for the minute hand

And now I’m feeling that universal resentment

as the clock radio goes off

and I wake up to a man asking another man

what it was like to go up against Kobe


The morning sun gleams off

the glazed hide of the ceramic elephant

on the windowsill, raising its trunk triumphantly


I get vertigo peering over the edge

we’re all about to tumble off of

I wonder if at the last moment

I’ll feel a little giddy as I kick my legs 

and flap my arms and wish 

we had not voted for gravity


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