When they asked me to describe my
wife
I found I couldn’t. Her face was still
and steady 
and clear in my mind
yet I found I couldn’t say the words
to describe
her features. I went dumb, blank. A
slack-jawed mute. 
They glanced at one another. Eventually
I found 
I could spit out some small, useless
details.
The single black bristle that would
occasionally sprout 
from her chin. Her tendency to wear
bras 
a
few sizes too
large. I hummed them the melody
of
that little tune she’d sing to herself
when
she was feeling particularly satisfied
with
herself, but they weren’t interested.
I
told them she liked Dalmatians, and saffron,
and
Dolly Parton. I knew I wasn’t being helpful.
I
flipped through my phone looking for pictures 
of
her, but all my photos were of parking lots
and
humorous church signs, the only videos I ever took
were
of the stray cats we left food out for
on
the back porch. 
They
sighed and thanked me and drove off. 
You
can come out now, I said when they were gone,
and
she came tumbling out of my mouth,
her
own words arranging themselves before me, 
describing
her form better than I ever could
 
 
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